Which is worse, failing or never trying?
I think that never trying is by far the worst. How do we know what we are capable of if we never try to do things? Even if you fail, at least you can say ‘I tried’ and then move on to the next thing. If you never try.. you will always wonder ‘what if.’
What is the difference between being alive and truely living.
Being alive to me means that you are.. alive. Breathing, moving, working. But truely living is when you love life. When you get to that point where you stop wishing there was more, or that things were different, and your life turns in to a song instead of just a bunch of noises put together.
Has your greatest fear ever come true?
Not yet. There have been many bad things that have happened in my life, and a lot of them would be up there on the greatest fear list, but the one that truely is my greatest fear has not come true yet.
Are you holding on to something you need to let go of?
Many things, at the moment. Some things have to do with relationships, but what I’m mainly struggling with now is myself. I’m going through this insanely fast personal growth, mentally, emotionally, and physically. I’m finding out a lot about myself, and none of it is really bad, but it’s odd to think that I’m not the person I thought I was, am, or will be. If that makes sense. Also, my looks are changing, and while it is mostly for the better, I can’t help looking in the mirror and freaking out because I don’t see ME anymore. I guess I’m just having trouble letting go of the person I used to be.